Back from Malaysia ! Bought loads of DVDs back (: Kinda sian thr but still passable . Missed christmas and miss neo's wedding ):
2010's coming . I wish for a smoother year and that bad stuff will stop coming t me . Life's getting so much better , most things are fine . I'm quite satisfied . But sometimes , you'll want more than what you have . Isn't greed human nature ? However , the more you want something , the more you will never get . HAHA , so leave everything as it is and give it time to grow .
Away from 23 Dec to 27 Dec , to Malaysia .
I'm rotting at home . Wanna go out soon but i'm quite broke now . Life revolves around music and television . It's so lifeless ! Gonna visit cousin and accompany mum and sister shop/play for th next few days . I dont even feel like going , sian -.- My room is in a mess now al because of all th sec 3 books my cousins gave me . Have t pack them up before mum starts screaming non stop D; Bye ..!
I know everything is gonna be okay , just as long as we have each other ..
Happy Belated Birthday to REBECCA !
Worked everyday last week (w poyai) as flyer distrubutor .. Or rather promoter for adam khoo's workshop . We slacked a bit . HAHA , tried sneaking into cinema also ;D Lunch-ed and dine w him everyday till almost broke . In conclusion , had a super fun and happy week w him . Went bbq w 2E1 last Wednesday . Very fun too ! Mr teo helped us bbq th food , very nice luhs . Bus-ed back t rivervale w Jer and poyai pei-ed me home (: Went t beach w poyai ytd after work . Started drawing a lot stuff , his drawing rocks ! The sky was pinky and dark bluish ytd , very nice ;D Walked out of th park thn had dinner at West Plaza . Cabbed back home and talked t him on th phone till pass midnight . Am super bored now . Should be watching IRIS but thr's some prob w my lappie . So pissed . Will be buying school books for sec 3 tmr . Off t dig for my booklist ..
Back from Korea
Awesome place , awesome food , awesome people ! Had so much fun touring around , snow skiing and shopping(although very tiring) ! ;D Korea just rocks !
Day 2 -- Took a ferry to Nami island where they filmed WINTER SONATA . Very nice and a very romantic place..? There were maple leaves all over . Some couples use them to make big big hearts . Very nice (: Shopped a bit at some weird place while it was raining . Spoilt th whole thing . Bus-ed hours t get t th hotel .
Day 3 -- Took cable car to a mountain then walked up(or crawled up cos very slippery) to play w snow . Had a plank ride to a fishing village . Meaning you have to row the plank yourself . HAHA , was very amused that time . Bought nothing there and went to a beach after that . It's just a normal beach with dirty benches and swings . Visited few shops after that to buy some seafood stuff (:
Day 4 -- Went snow skiing ! Super fun ! Then a lady stood in front of me while i was skiing down . Purposely fell because of her . Didn't want her to get fractures here and there . After tht she kept thanking me , LOL . At first my sister dam freaked out and started tearing there . HAHA , but in the end , she was th one playing th most . At night , a lot people went spa but i didn't dare to . Cos need strip naked , totally naked from head t toe and it's like .. sort of public . So accompanied my sister w 2 other kids and 2 guys around my age . The 2 other guys and i are suppose to take care of them -.- Went "swimming" , soaking in warm water , played th slide , went outdoor pool when it was -2 degrees . HAHA , had lots of fun ! (:
Day 5 -- Shopped at factory outlets but didn't buy a lot stuff . Wasn't that nice although th prices were attractive . Went EVERLAND(amusement park) after that . A very big place , seriously really big . I think bigger thn disney . Th tour group brought us through Safari Land . Kinda boring . Had hours of free time later and played like mad . We don't have to queue also . Probably cos it was a weekday and it's big enough to spread th crowd out . My sister screamed like ... for every single ride . Even those not that scary . Dotzz..
Day 6 -- Super cold day ~! It was -1 degree a 11am . Cruised along a lake and climbed a cave . Such a good exercise okays ! Not many could follow up , LOL . I was th 7th among 35 people t reach th end ;D Took pics at a used-to-be river and at some sort of presidential place . There were army thr and their uniform rocks ! Very unique although seems hard to put on . Shopped at Dongdaemun . Quite cheap and very nice (:
Day 7 -- Learnt how to do Kimchi and tried on korean traditional costume . Went for some free facial provided and they teach you how to apply certain cream or lotion . BORING ~! Shopped at THE FACE SHOP . Mum bought 30 over mask for her friends and collegues . Then a salesgirl kept promoting me their eyeliner . Ohmygosh luhs . Kept telling her i don't use it then she told me i can start using now -.- We were thn brought to ginseng store , i don't like it . They say th ginseng facial products are really good -.- Imagine th smell on your face , eeew . Visited a palace or whatever and thr was a traditional performance . Very cute . Shopped at Myeongdong after that , i love that place ! Cheap and really nice (: We shopped till forgotten t hav dinner . How stupid .. Played hide and seek w my sis , 2 kids and th 2 guys . Was forced to cos i was locked out from th hotel room . Parents went out and they said it's safer t lock up and leave me outside -.- But playing w them was fun , cute little kiddos , especially th 7 year old one . HAHA . The 2 guys were good at hiding th kids . LOL ! (:
Day 8 to 11 -- It snowed twice ! ;D The tour group went back on th 8th while we extended our stay . Usual stuff , shopping . Shopped till my feet hurt . Mum still scolded us for sleeping so long and wasting her shopping time -.- Celebrated sister's birthday there too ! Still owe her a birthday present . So all we did for th 4 days were shopping , eating , bargaining prices . Fun though .
Day 12 -- We bought a lot a lot of stuff which can't even fit into our baggages . Bought a box there and tried t fit everything in but failed . Hand-carried a lot stuff back . Even th bigger taxi can't fit our stuff in , th driver had t hold some too , HAHA . And so , back i am !
Too much of anything can make you sink .Even the good can be a curse . Makes it hard to know which road to go down . Knowing too much can get you hurt .
2 more days to Korea .
HAHA , gonna go becca's house later cos i totally forgotten my usual packlist for oversea . Now , all i remember is shampoo , cleanser , passport . How retarded .. LOL . Gonna pei her watch 2012 later AGAIN w poyai , cos i promised her . Mum's gonna let my sis wear my old fleece , which is rather oversized for her . Looks like a coat when she wear . Will be getting back my ipod and psp too ;D Can't wait t get them back ! Gonna go change now , byee !
Sooo bored . Rotting at home . Mum sort of grounded my this whole week except on working days . Was suppose to get my pay tday but boss's sick ): Oh , i went mama shop this morning and saw my dad's friend in his car while talking to his wife who was on th streets(idk why) . Thn they sorta started arguing and th guy drove away w/o his wife . His wife was like thr shouting "stop ! let me get in first" . Such a evil bastard . Plus it was like thundering tht time ahs . He just left her thr to walk home herself , wtf .
I found a book abt Mozart . Read abt his music stuff . HAHA , his wife was considered a beauty for tht era . Re-watched OVER HER DEAD BODY and ORPHANAGE . Have no idea what to watch th next few days before i start packing up for korea . Maybe i should help sis wash her toys later . Mum wanted her to wash and scrub every single barbie doll and their .. extremely big houses . Stupid aunties keep giving my sis all these stuff , waste money okays ! LOL . Gonna hav lunch now ..(:
silence can tear us apart .
Went out w poyai few days back . We skipped a lot trains and randomly watched some scenes from th movies PARANORMAL ACTIVITY , PHOBIA and ORPHAN from psp . Watched 2012 aft tht . Apologies to 2E1 , cos if mr teo's treating us to tht , i'm not going . Wii-ed at a small small shop in a room , HAHA . Fun Fun ! ^^
Worked on monday and ytd . Super tiring lo , calculate all th dam receipts . Poyai went camp ytd and phone confiscated ,.. LOL ? So since i had nothing better to do tday , packed and cleaned up my room . Didn't realise i had been sleeping w loads of dust at th 4 corners . Started cleaning at around 11.30am and finished at around 3.30pm . At lunch during teabreak lo . Thn decorated my room till 6 plus . Now my room has a stack of crappy papers and rubbish , as tall as me -.- Gonna bring down th stack tmr morning and my room will finally be almost .. spotless .
Currently msn-ing w becca abt chalet and suckish life , jer abt my stuff .
Cant do it alone , i've tried (i dont know why) ..
Last year's wishes of this year's apology.
LIVE LIKE WE'RE DYING
Kris Allen
Sometimes we fall down and can't get back up
we're hiding behind skin that's too tough
how come we don't say I love you enough
till it's to late, it's not too late
Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
we could make a feast from these crumbs and we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
so if your life flashed before you
what would you wish you would've done
Yeah... gotta start
lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here
this is all we got and we gotta start pickin it
every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dying
And if your plane fell out of the skies
who would you call with your last goodbyes
should be so careful who we live out our lives
so when we long for absolution
there'll no one on the line
Yeah... gotta start
lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here
this is all we got and we gotta start pickin it
every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dyingLike we're dying ,
like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dying
We never know a good thing till it's gone
you never see a crash until it's head on
all those people right when we're dead wrong
you never know a good thing till it's gone
Yeah... gotta start
lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here
this is all we got and we gotta start livin it
every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dying
Like we're dying , like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dying
live like we're dying
Poyai here (:
Too bored , so log into my Gf's blog to post .
Bye !
Ps - Yes I'm In Love (:
Becca ! Told ya i'll post ;D
This was what i did on Friday afternoon - sorting out reciepts -.- There' s much more on th other side of th table luhs !
Met BECCA and Harrison at hougang . Walked walked around hougang mall but couldn't find any job . Wendy couldn't sell out any tortize card too so was trying to help her . LOL , everyone seem interested but when asked "are you interested" , they walked away -.- Trained down to plaza sing and watched AMALFI . At first entered wrong cinema and was laughing like mad . The movie was kinda interesting and nice ! (: Dine at Swensen . The waiter was over friendly luhs . Heart-to-heart talked thr while eating and spilled a lot water . HAHA . We started linking it to wild wild wet and th material of BECCA's bag/wallet . She said it's waterproof but i think only inside waterproof luhs . Mrt-ed to Orchard Ion and walked walked before going home .
Labels: beloved
Things happen , everything changes . Haha , so used to it till it's almost numb . School was dam not interesting tday . Lunch-ed at KFC tday with py . Got phobia of it actually ,.. scared leave my wallet there again . CCA started late , ended late and i've got scolded by dad -.- kp lo . Had promotion ceremony AGAIN with th SAME RANK . Luckily dont need march out . YingJie helped to tie my hair .. should i be honoured ? Haha , i'm crapping . Polished boots while doozing off for 45 mins . Got scolded by mum partly because of tht.. pms !
Now , am blogging , thinking whether i should go sch tmr . Have a feeling i'll be sick . Hahs . 2 more days , 2E1s will be dispersed . Sad...
I trust that there's future .
Live like we're dying
Woke up really late this morning cos slept late and drained all myenergy last night . Was 10 mins later than my sis although i chiong aldy . 2E1 took pictures outside D&T room tday . Kinda fun but sad . Everyone will be separated from th big big click . Hais.. Played a kinda sadistic game in class. Now my hands hav red poka dots all over . Haha . Half way through , Mr Ho came in and started crapping thr . He said th game should be played in primary sch . LOL . No one set this law -.-
Fooled around outside staff room after sch cos got nothing better to do . Went Khengyi's hse and went back sch . Almost fall asleep while waiting for Khengyi . Luckily thr was YanTing . Watched th whole rehearsal but i couldn't appreciate much . I totally hav no potential in martial arts . KhengYi's Grandad drove us to Charles hse to give him Harold's option form . His dogs were very very very fierce (to me) . Barked as if we looked like some robbers holding on to a knife , trying to stab them . LOL . Now , am back home , trying to make my printer work while blogging . If it still dont work ,.. places where i can print photos at a cheaper price ? Any recommendation ?
Will be studying about HUMAN HEART again ! And i've decided to choose history for humanities . Not changing my mind anymore or i'll hav to reconsider everything again . How irritating ! But right now , another thing tht i hav to do is to LOOK FOR MY OPTION FORM ! So , bye !
Exams finally ended ! (:
Thursday -
Met Yin and Pei Lin at cp thn rushed to serangoon . Jer waited for .. 40 over minutes ..? Mrt-ed and walked around a lot places , lazy name all out . Yin and me started wandering around thn couldn't find them . Window-shopped around here and thr , and cabbed down to thomson plaza for th retarded enrichment class -.- Bought MEN ARE FROM MARS , WOMEN ARE FROM VENUS . Forced to read , no choice .
Friday -
Worst day of th week / month .
1 . My results .. sucks .
2 . Parents forced me to go japan for like .. a long period of time and without my consent . They booked th air tickets too -.-
3 . Mum sms-ed me and said she'll be waiting outside my sch to WALK ME HOME aft sch -.-" wtf . Was screaming into th phone aft sch . Peilin and yin were like .. o.o ?
4 . Thought i lost my wallet .
Lunch-ed at KFC with Jer , Py and Jj . Watched SURROGATES .(dont know if it's spelled this way ) . Kinda interesting , talking about all those robots or whatever crap you call it . Realised my wallet not with me on th way home . Haha , could see tht th cabbie uncle was kinda worried or something when i said couldn't find my wallet . Anyw , thankies to py cos he got it back for me , somehow somewhat .
Attended piano lesson tday . Tcher's mum kinda weird . She was talking to starring at th blank space beside me and started talking to .. it ? I was a bit freaked out . Will be reading about human heart later on . Really interested in tht , wanna be a heart surgeon ! (: Probably going out with parents too . Hope i can somehow brainwash them and let them forget about th japan thingy . Rather go korea -.-
Too bad too sad , so be it . Live on !
Mood-less , mood-less , mood-less . Shag shag shag . Life doesn't suck like i'm gonna kill myself but i'm really despo for th kind of life i had months ago . Emo..?.. I'm not . Friends , friends , stop saying i'm emo . Thanks . Mood unstable recently .. Anyw , special thanks to Rebecca , Wing Yin & Ashley . Gave a lot advice and everything .
Sunday :
Rebecca came my hse . She played with my things dao very messy luhs ._. She wrote a note for me and hid it 3 , 4 times and i always manage to find it . The last time i couldn't find it lo . LOL . But at last still read it . Thanks for it and this few days (: Drove becca to cp thn went iluma with mum . Parents said we're like sisters , LOL ! Had dinner at some old horse racing place . The whole place sell seafood nia . Interesting luhs . Ate all their desserts , not tht nice but wanted to sorta "binge" eat .
Monday :
Did notice board and do hmwk in th morning . Went to toapayoh for WHITE OUT . Nice nice ._.
Tuesday :
Pon piano class and went amk settle some things . Walked walked around , ate and went home with friends . Someone taught me quite a bit of stuff tday . I wish i could be as happy as th person is . Let go of everything so easily .
To becca -
Told you i'll say in blog rights ? ._. Really thanks for being thr luhs . And for helping me settle calmly ..?
I'm gonna study for maths and sci test later on ._. Will post pics when i hav th time .
Holding on is not th best solution , Is it true ?
Stop accussing me , i'd appreciate tht a lot . Don't make me take th last step .
HBL - Home-Based Learning
Woke up at around 8 and started downloading th stupid lms thingy . So laggy and kept error-ing . Havent even eat breakfast tht time luhs . My first reaction when i opened th English microsoft word was - WOW ! Kinda shocked . Aft tht i realise my com cant read chinese now . Totally forgotten abt it . Finished eng and forgotten to save , re-typed everything again -.- Sent jer th 2 files to check ans . Lazy do th rest , so gonna drag th rest till tonight or tmr morning . Ohs , and mr teo called me at 1:37pm -.- He said i'm th lucky person .. whatever . Thn he asked what kind of hse i live in and what i'm doing . LOL ! I'm going over Uncle Thomas' hse later to print th chinese compre . 7 pages in total , i think his ink will be ...
Too many locks ,
Too many crimes ,
Too many tears ,
Too many barriers.
Your attitude is changing . End everything ..?
Early in th morning , mood was really bad . Felt like beating up Nicholas when he crapped . Aft tht people started to make me laugh thn i think through some stuff . Time ,.. i know what to do already . I spent th whole assemble thinking through things , realising thr's people around me . I don't live alone . Almost completed science textbook thingy . Left with one more review question . Po Yai talked to me abt his class thingy . Everyone shld be given a chance luhs . People makes mistake and sometimes they dont even know what's wrong . Viewed my old private blog . A lot memories in it ...
In order to see th light , you have to walk out from th dark side , th painful side .
I realise people from my past treated me pretty well . But i remember more of th painful memories and forgotten th positive side . While i was viewing , i was thinking ... why do all these things look so unfamiliar to me ? Did these things even happen ? However , some of th happy , desirable memories makes me wanna rewind back . I would go through all tht happen last year again , to see myself , to learn ... PeiHwa-ians really taught me loads of things tht cant be bought with anything .
I'm not gonna rush anything . Let nature , heaven and our bond take course .
You will be remembered ...
Rotted at home tday . Msged you but wouldn't reply . Wanted to settle some things but you weren't coorperative . Life is really weird . Unpeaceful , unhappy , shaggy semester . What's th matter ?!
I wish some things could be rewinded back to before june holidays .
I wish you would stop treating me like that .
I wish i could be happy everyday instead of being shag .
My 3 wishes . Will they come true ?
Almost 2 weeks nvr post . Everything hav been normal except blogger . Kinda weird . I've forgotten what i did last week . But remembered this week's activities .
Sunday
Went tampiness to shop with Wing Yin . Bought some crappy stuffs and had dinner at some teppanyaki place . Food sucks and cost quite a bit . Bus-ed home with Po Yai at around 9..?
Monday
Film English News Reporting with Wing Yin and completed on tht day itself . So efficient luhs . Edited and everything . Luckily some sec 1 guys helped us . Ate , slacked and chatted at pizza hut .
Tuesday
Entertained dad's customer . Effing boring . Went shopping with Mum , sis and some weird guy . Bought 2 jerseys . Hahas . Lovin jerseys recently .
Wednesday
Went back school for history remedial . Some things happened . Waited for Po Yai finish his nlevel thingy and trained to penisular to buy his skinnies . Went Toa Payoh to watch G-FORCE and ALIENS IN THE ATTIC . Quite funny and interesting .
Friday
Finally got to drink Koi Cafe's bubble tea . Dam nice . Watched THE TIME TRAVELLER'S WIFE . Kinda touching , sweet and a bit complicated . No happy ending though . Had tea break at Sakae Sushi . Laughed laughed laughed . LOL ! Watched 9 , which was very lame . Suffered chest and stomach cramps . Heng he was thr . Trained back to compasspoint aft tht and guess who i saw . My mum -.- She was like staring . Made up some stupid story . Phew~!
Today
Was suppose to hav Piano lesson but tcher didn't inform me . She sms-ed my dad tht she will be overseas for 1 week . Dad was like -- she also nvr say no lesson . And she sms-ed me 1 week plus ago . So she shld be back now . -- I was like .. waste my time and effort okays . Gonna chiong finish homework later .
Some pics ;D
Thanks for being there (: